A New Year Maybe?

How can you ever change in anyone else’s eyes if people only share the most embarrassing immature moments of my existence. When I say people I mean my parents, specifically my father. I know there are plenty of things I dont go around saying yet it seems I dont deserve the same respect. If everything I do reflects poorly on them why the hell are you going to share that? I asked for bose speakers that had a remote control one that I could use with my zune and he got me bluetooth speakers. I had seen the commercials and I was under the impression it was only bluetooth which is a rather waste. So at first I was rather disappointed in the gift thinking it was the Wii situation all over again, that he got me something I couldnt use. So naturally since this was my only present I was unhappy. Now he is telling everyone that I threw this big temper tantrum and I cried, I did cry and I am crying now because I am just some dumb emotional girl. One of my parents friends even said I was talking smack on my facebook about it which was a compete lie but hey lets add some more insult to injury. I guess saying

"Great News: I got My Bose bluetooth speakers connected to my computer
Bad News: My parents are sleeping so I cant enjoy them ><, I miss you Tampa."

is talking smack. I get in so much trouble for all the shit I dont do, even now when I am actually sick I am still getting shit because apparently I didnt do the right thing earlier. I am tired of the fact the people you dont care about are the ones that are most interested in your life. Like the asian girl, It is kind of obvious shes not on your list of important people the way you choose to avoid her. Hell I am sure if you had a facebook she would have found it by now, she probably has mine on her favorites. I am a bitch I know but I am just so tired, but what do I really know about tired being 21. What do i really know about any thing.

Anyway I don't know what I will say before New Years so I am going to say it now. Happy New Year's I hope you are able to spend it at a party or paying video games at someone’s house.

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Update on Thursday, December 29, 2011 at 6:53PM by Gabe

Your Mom and Pop took care of you since you were a little brown Mouse. The way they treat you might not ever change. People putting words in your mouth will always exist and they suck. Whatever the reason something so small blown out of proportion can be frustrating. Not every one will understand you, not everyone will try to see your point of view, and not everyone will care while they wait for their turn to speak. That's okay though because the people worth it are also the people that will deal with your mistakes and don't need you performing at all times. Getting mad or sad is what humans do so whatever to them. You're you and it's okay.